I wanna go home, right NOW!
i do not like this place anymore.

u're supposedly gonna make new friends, friends for life.
well, those i've gotten to know recently.. our friendship is BULLSHIT! i don't want to even know u if u're gonna act all close and stuff when we see each other when there's nothing more to it after that. it's pointless, meaningless and a waste of time.

i'm sorry if i get attached to people really easily.
i'm sorry if i 'm weird to u.
i'm sorry i'm looking for more in a friendship than u are, treating this like it's nothing.

wait, is it even my fault!?

i don get u ppl who are nice to ppl just for the sake of it and not because it's from ur heart.
WHAT IS IT WITH YOU PEOPLE?!

15 minutes before the start of a new day, and it is ruined already.

Is it that easy to ruin my day?
Answer: YES.

I've just discovered that it is.

Well, it's amazing the number of things going through my head per second, and the number of emotions I'm feeling right now. Anger, Sadness, Disappointment, Loneliness. Unfortunately, all of them are negative emotions. All that happiness and joy from the past 23 hrs and 45 minutes are gone just from that horrible 2minutes. It's amazing how 2 horrible minutes of your day can destroy your next few hours, or days.

Have you ever felt like crying so badly and letting it all out but nothing will come out and all those horrible feelings are just building up inside of you? Have you ever felt that it might .. just MIGHT be easier if you just stopped living?